define : comparing

COMPARING - a deed that was done to humiliate one using the other.. One that was often use between "Parents and the KIDS"

so, the Domineering lady a.k.a Domineer NOT Domino, often said that I love to compare with others where as in MY opinion, thats what I thought of her. In my definition, the word comparing is use to humiliate one. In my case, I'm usually a VICTIM..

I said, "Stop comparing me with the other girls! I'm not other girls..zzz"
Domineer said, "I don't compare. You compare. You're never satisfied and keep on comparing with your brother.."

Hellloooooooo?!

I'm not exactly the FIRST to compare myself with him. First off, the Domineer and the other part of my dysfunctional family, LOVED to compare me with him..

He's the quiet one, he's the nice one, he's the clever one, he's the one who don't demand stuff..bah bah blah..

DAMN THEM!!!!I know, I'm a jerk but to hell with it!!! I'm really angry, jealous maybe like some of my pal said. Jealousy runs in my family?Maybe..

I tried to be like my brother..I stayed INACTIVE and QUIET during family gathering and they started asking questions and say I ACT COOL ONLY..jeez.. I tried to be like that 'sheep' by shrugging and said whatever or anything whenever one asked me about something and they will said I'm so mafan..

And just because I don't goes around belanja-ing my family doesn't mean I'm a cheapskate.. Never heard them said my bro is a cheapskate. How would he be? They give him money all the time.. And the Heartbreaker said he would pay for the sheep colleges fees.. Did he thought about me before he make that choice? What about me? Who's going to pay for MY college fees? I'm not exactly GENIUS enough to get scholarship? What they think? I'm Einstein?

Maybe the Domineer will pay for mine, but I'm not sure.. With that sheep at Taylor and the way the Heartbreaker broke his promises, I think the Domineer would surely need to pay for the sheep fees soon..