FAMILY SHUCKS!!!!

What's family for?
I have no idea,
To me I think
They are nothing more
Then $$ supplier.

Dad gave me hundreds once every few months,
Mum gave me tens once a day,
LCM?
Never even give me RM 5 bucks..

Even so,
I don't feel like one,
I mean a family,
Dad at Johor,
Mum at KL,
Idiot at PJ,
Me at SCHOOOOLLLLL!!!!

I hate home,
It doesn't feel like a home,
I'd rather go CC all day,
Rather then staying at home and
think of blood and suicides.

Those stupid arguments yesterday,
Between idiot and mum,
Were F*cking annoying!

I was upset,
And wish I can just go somewhere,
But no one was there when I need them,
SO, i turned my solace to food.
Which I won't have
if its not because my aunt's marriage
IS IN A MONTH'S TIME!!

Cause if its not,
I would have pick up my sharpen spoon,
And dig through my skin,
AND
Don't act shock now, guys,
You people knew I been doing it..

I'm not mad mad,
And not attention needy,
I just mad at myself
and I can't do a thing to express..

Anyway, back to the *solace thingy,
I went to the kitchen,
Ate about two loaves of bread
with one of it
TOASTED and
spread with PEANUT BUTTER !!
Then I finished off 5 bars of chocolates,
And 4 cups of Chocolate ICe cream with
Tens of Jelly Belly ..

And the consequences other than
MAJOR CALORIES INTAKE=FAT?
I can hardly speak now,
But i don't really care.

I mean its better right?
Since there's no point in speaking
To any of them..
Sick of everyone in my family,
Wish I could just leave and go backpack
To somewhere else..